Dear Blog Readers,
You know how people always wonder things about you... always wondering why you are so different than they are? Well stop wondering and just ask them about it... If you are having problems with someone just go up and talk to them about what is bothering you. Don't be nervous. It doesn't hurt to talk about how you are feeling. You have every right to talk... its a free country for fuck's sake.
Sometimes I don't like being only half human... I don't like talking to these danm spirits and have them always bother me about how to kill another one of them.... Just because I have the computer and the ways to look different things up doesn't always mean tht i have the time to do it... or maybe I just don't feel like doing it.
Why can't boyfriends just understand that we are not going to leave them unless they do something bad enough for us to want to. I just don't understand it. I mean like i just said before that everyone has the right to feel different things and express who they are and how they are feeling... but I am tired of always feeling like the bad person because I said something.... I hjust want to curl up into a ball and ball my freakin eyes out.... I am tired of feeling like i am the horrible person because I said something that hurt you that badly... I mean words shouldn't hurt me that bad... they are just words and you should never care what someone says about you or to you... unless its something good. Because bad things just normally mean that they are jealous over something that you have and that they don't I just ty to remember that so that words don't hurt me like they do most other people... I just try to remeber that there is more than what most pethetic humans think.... but I am not that human now... I had no idea before... but now I kno.... and I am very gad that I do....
by, Deavin Slayter
